"Convergence, A whole is what we need. Searching what's the truth. Don't let the truth come. Hunt it."
Reguality Status of Kuronome's mentality described in her mind:
"The constant thoughts.. Constant interactions with People that don't feel like they're useful.. These days where I've been trying to manipulate the weaker ones with lies and hate. . For my own pleasure.. That one day that came by changed my vision.. He is so real. ."
"To real to even exist in my mind. ."
"When I saw him.. I saw Light. Candles.. Flowers.. Everything positive.. He's such a person I could be dreaming of.. I feel something for him.. I want to love him.."
"I want him to be mine.. My Senpai."
"And who ever crosses my path towards Senpai. Will be dealt with. He is only mine. Nothing will stop me."
"Mei Miura."
"The constant thoughts.. Constant interactions with People that don't feel like they're useful.. These days where I've been trying to manipulate the weaker ones with lies and hate. . For my own pleasure.. That one day that came by changed my vision.. He is so real. ."
"To real to even exist in my mind. ."
"When I saw him.. I saw Light. Candles.. Flowers.. Everything positive.. He's such a person I could be dreaming of.. I feel something for him.. I want to love him.."
"I want him to be mine.. My Senpai."
"And who ever crosses my path towards Senpai. Will be dealt with. He is only mine. Nothing will stop me."
"Mei Miura."
For reading the Biography, listen to the music for the right feeling down below:
First Name:
Kuronome
Kuronome
Surname:
Inukai
Inukai
Preferred Name:
Angel, Miss Inukai
Angel, Miss Inukai
Aliases:
None
None
Gender:
Female
Female
Based on Animal:
Black Panther
Black Panther
Age:
20
20
Height:
5'0
5'0
Weight:
125 lbs
125 lbs
Build:
Slender but more robust build. You'd think she was an athlete.
Slender but more robust build. You'd think she was an athlete.
Skin Color:
Warm Ivory
Warm Ivory
Eye Color:
Blue
Blue
Hair Styles
Hair Color:
Darkest Black
Darkest Black
Fashion:
Gothic, Rock, Steampunk, Casual, Dress
Gothic, Rock, Steampunk, Casual, Dress
Abnormalities:
There's nothing physical that has an affect on her. Her body is too gentle and strong. It's just a matter of time for change.
There's nothing physical that has an affect on her. Her body is too gentle and strong. It's just a matter of time for change.
Date of Birth:
??
??
Place of Birth:
Iwase, Parent's home
Iwase, Parent's home
Nationality:
Japanese
Japanese
Sexual Orientation:
Unknown
Unknown
Religious Beliefs:
Shintonism
Shintonism
Political Beliefs:
None
None
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Appearance:
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Appearance:
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Mysterious, strange, and yet unpredictable. The mere sight and smell of her presence is embittering. She takes fewer emotions into account and prefers to lurk quietly in the bushes until she strikes. She appears harmless, but when she looks at someone, her mood changes drastically. A kind of dark-sided person, it's clear not only from her clothing, but it's simply herself. A favor of falsehood, manipulation, and false emotions that she hides behind the mask she wears invisibly on her face. But she can be joyful through pain. A black soul, black like the underground where not everyone wants to be, it's simply never clear what she insists on or what she's thinking about. She is very questionable. Questionable in the certainty of her existence, who her parents even are, and why she's left all alone to fend for herself. Are her tears even real? Or a deception of her own truth? Is she the truth, or is there something hidden behind the facts and rumors? She is a person of negativity and revenge.
Personality:
In contrast, she's a simple college student, with or without a goal. A natural talent in a good way, regardless of whether she doesn't want to show what she's actually capable of. It's either good or bad. But in this view, there's no goal. What can she actually do? What is she? Is she disturbed?
Diseases/Illness:
Psychosis
Hallucinations..
Delusions..
Disorders in Thinking and Speaking..
Behaviour/Mood changes..
Negative Symptoms..
Cognitive Symptoms..
Behavioral warnings..
Other General Changes..
Preferences for Pain and Suffering..
Desires to Harm and manipulate..
Character Voice:
(Yuri Honjo - High Rise Invasion)
Character's Theme Song:
(Created by FireHawk (myself on youtube))
Character's Favorite Song:
Equipment:
Pentagram earrings, a Book with a pen, A wilted Black Rose, Binoculars.
Pentagram earrings, a Book with a pen, A wilted Black Rose, Binoculars.
Hobbies:
Writing
She's a clever person; she loves to write and describe things. She writes whenever and wherever she wants, but no one knows what she's writing about. It's very private to her. She wants to keep her secrets to herself. It can be disturbing or something positive. However, there's hardly anything that could have a positive influence on her. But you know that she writes when she has a goal in mind.
Swimming
She used to be swimming in a pond outside her home place, an area outside her home itself. Must have been a long time spent in swimming from how quick she swam from point A to point B.
Serious Problems/Flaws/Addictions/Disorders/Disabilities:
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Undescribably Difficult Female Being
Difficulty acting normal, everything about her is just wrong in her eyes. She is afraid and doesn't show it, pain that she doesn't feel. A strange feeling that makes no sense at all. She can be weak because of emotions that she always hides behind a kind of mask. Her constant false emotions, however, seem manipulative, but difficult to look at. She is clever, she just can't adapt. She is weak when she is down. Strong when she shows her aggressive side. No normal person wants to see her aggressive side, however, they could end up as a bloody victim. She wants to possess what she is not allowed to possess. She doesn't like being excluded. She doesn't like it. She doesn't like it. She just doesn't like it. Doesn't understand jokes. Doesn't understand real fun.
What does she even want now?
Skills:
Feline of the Naginata
Now the item that allows Inukai to become aggressively posessive.
She's experience using the type of weapon "Naginata" with her feelings and pation. Taking it as her main value, a sharp and long spear like sword with the perfect size where you could tell she'd want to throw it at you at all cost. The ability to own and use such weapon lets her feel strong and prepared for any action acted against her will and orders. A Naginata Warrior behind a student's mask in desire for real blood.
Niyosami Inukai [Mother]
"Mama."
Konjuchi Inukai [Father]
"Papa."
"Mama."
Konjuchi Inukai [Father]
"Papa."
Karakura Connections
- Closest Trust -
People that either try or want Inukai to be helped no matter what she's on about, she's got the ability to show her emotions and allows herself to tell the truth and feelings infront of these people. Almost revealing secrets about her and what bad actions she has done already.
These People are considered as HIGHEST VALUE to Inukai.
⛧°。 ⋆༺♱༻⋆。 °⛧
Mei Miura ["Senpai"]
"You are mine."
People that either try or want Inukai to be helped no matter what she's on about, she's got the ability to show her emotions and allows herself to tell the truth and feelings infront of these people. Almost revealing secrets about her and what bad actions she has done already.
These People are considered as HIGHEST VALUE to Inukai.
⛧°。 ⋆༺♱༻⋆。 °⛧
Mei Miura ["Senpai"]
"You are mine."
� - Victims/Haunted Ones - �
People that have either fallen under the eyes of Inukai herself, She considers and keeps those people as victims for her own cost to gain the ability in seeing real blood for her own joyment. Her desires to draw blood is raised high and can cause a hunting spree once she gains the valid reach of searching what she seeks for. Pain and harm to other's for pleasure. The chance of these people to survive can be considered low. Either put under influence or manipulation depending on the situation Kuronome Inukai sets these people into. They never know wether she's going to do something bad or worse. Yet rewarding her victims is part of her games. YOU never know what she's on about. A victim stays a victim but can be changed.
These People are considered High Value but also Lowest Value to Inukai.
»»——⍟——««
Kimyo Nitai [Victim][Accepting][High Value]
"You're a good girl Miss Kimyo-San. But you need to understand what it means to gain proper trust. Even when it needs to hurt. I need to make sure you follow my words and actions and you'll do what I need from you.. Besides that I am offering a reward..."
Soren St. Yves [Victim][Accepting][High Value]
"The first time I saw you.. The first time we met.. You made me panic.. Just from looking at me... What is it with you.. You let me hurt you.. It makes you happy.. It makes us both happy.. I made you bleed and you said.. 'Again'. . And repeated it.. You.. Let me do it..
Yuko Watcher [Victim][Lowest value]
"Keep your behaviour on good terms with me and you will be rewarded. Keep thinking about me, keep yourself on my side and you will see what comes next. What suffers will be rewarded through my hands."
Tobiah T. Chusi [Victim][Masahiko Clan][Lowest Value]
"I loved to let you bleed, all these scars were fun to make, especially when you tried to hug me to manipulate me. I am glad I pierced your shoulder. Let's see how real your pin wearing woman colluege works around my existence.. I do not fucking believe she stands for safety and justice... FUCKING LIES."
Yurii Everett Akiyama [Victim][Lowest Value]
"You showed me what the definition of cuddling means.. You forgave me for ruining your apartment from my uncertain behaviour I can barely controll. I try. . I try to not do such actions and yet.. I can't stop myself. I want to destroy and ruin things badly... And. . ."
"You open your arms to me."

»»——⍟——««
People that have either fallen under the eyes of Inukai herself, She considers and keeps those people as victims for her own cost to gain the ability in seeing real blood for her own joyment. Her desires to draw blood is raised high and can cause a hunting spree once she gains the valid reach of searching what she seeks for. Pain and harm to other's for pleasure. The chance of these people to survive can be considered low. Either put under influence or manipulation depending on the situation Kuronome Inukai sets these people into. They never know wether she's going to do something bad or worse. Yet rewarding her victims is part of her games. YOU never know what she's on about. A victim stays a victim but can be changed.
These People are considered High Value but also Lowest Value to Inukai.
»»——⍟——««
Kimyo Nitai [Victim][Accepting][High Value]
"You're a good girl Miss Kimyo-San. But you need to understand what it means to gain proper trust. Even when it needs to hurt. I need to make sure you follow my words and actions and you'll do what I need from you.. Besides that I am offering a reward..."
Soren St. Yves [Victim][Accepting][High Value]
"The first time I saw you.. The first time we met.. You made me panic.. Just from looking at me... What is it with you.. You let me hurt you.. It makes you happy.. It makes us both happy.. I made you bleed and you said.. 'Again'. . And repeated it.. You.. Let me do it..
Yuko Watcher [Victim][Lowest value]
"Keep your behaviour on good terms with me and you will be rewarded. Keep thinking about me, keep yourself on my side and you will see what comes next. What suffers will be rewarded through my hands."
Tobiah T. Chusi [Victim][Masahiko Clan][Lowest Value]
"I loved to let you bleed, all these scars were fun to make, especially when you tried to hug me to manipulate me. I am glad I pierced your shoulder. Let's see how real your pin wearing woman colluege works around my existence.. I do not fucking believe she stands for safety and justice... FUCKING LIES."
Yurii Everett Akiyama [Victim][Lowest Value]
"You open your arms to me."

»»——⍟——««
�ׂׂׂׂׂׂ - Broken Trust - �
People that turned their back to Inukai, people she had a good relation with and yet Inukai considers those as manipulant. Even when these people don't mean the bad, they cause an huge amount of stress to Inukai which leads her to do bad actions upon anyone she gets a chance of harming with.
These people are considered as Low value to Inukai.
໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა
Ivonne Florence [Feeling breaker]
"You came into your apartment.. I stood there, I.. I felt reliefed because of seeing your face.."
"This felt so good to see you and yet. . Something was off. You turned your back on me, you could have avoided me since the beginning. I had a flower bouquet for you. I wanted to make you feel pleasant around me."
"But you threw everything away because you knowing you are standing on burning coal. You didn't want to cheat on your girlfriend and yet you ruin my feelings."
"Be fucking glad I didn't throw a knife at you."
People that turned their back to Inukai, people she had a good relation with and yet Inukai considers those as manipulant. Even when these people don't mean the bad, they cause an huge amount of stress to Inukai which leads her to do bad actions upon anyone she gets a chance of harming with.
These people are considered as Low value to Inukai.
໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა
Ivonne Florence [Feeling breaker]
"You came into your apartment.. I stood there, I.. I felt reliefed because of seeing your face.."
"This felt so good to see you and yet. . Something was off. You turned your back on me, you could have avoided me since the beginning. I had a flower bouquet for you. I wanted to make you feel pleasant around me."
"But you threw everything away because you knowing you are standing on burning coal. You didn't want to cheat on your girlfriend and yet you ruin my feelings."
"Be fucking glad I didn't throw a knife at you."
❊ - Rivals - ❊
Rivals. These people are considered threats to Inukai's being. Being hostile in Inukai's mind, defensive against Inukai's actions. There can always be a chance where Inukai could engage into bloody combat either with or without sharp and blunt weaponry. A dangerous section in her list of enemies she considers as blood bags or a must to hunt for.
She wants these people to suffer, she considers these people as chances for her to create a bloody trail along the path to her own success and failures to release anger and pain. The joy of engaging deadly combat and the facts of disturbing activity she could reveal around anyone once she turns insane on spot.
These Rivals are a must to hunt for Inukai, she cannot keep them out her mind. From value these people reach
High Value.
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Inari Lenue [Hostile]
"This has only become the starting, your action against my will. I must seperate you and Neon Hayasaka. She is mine, she will suffer just like you. I will draw her blood so you can show your emotions to fall apart."
Neon Hayasaka [Hostile]
"You don't see the reality. Inari is not the person you need. This will need to be punished. Soon the time will come I will take you into my own arms. That time you will see the truth behind Inari. She is not the person you want. I saw you wanted to lie for me. I know you are light minded as a fuck.. But You obviously want me and not her. You hide yourself to stay unharmed, this will end."
Erin Katayama [Hostile]
"Defendant. I thought you were light minded the way you firstly found me, daring to have a little speech with me, questioning me something silly. And yet once Neon arrived, things changed. You took her to your place and left me by a fountain. You are like Inari."
Euphilia Mortic [Hostile][Masahiko Clan]
"Justice or not. Your name is not Blue, Tobiah Trainer told me that but he couldn't tell me your real name. I tried but since you're going to be wanting to see me after what I have done to his bloody being. I'll find out who you really are. A liar, someone who pretends to be a protector."
William K. Kawasumi [Hostile]
"I have punished Yurii Akiyama, she has been cut and hurt. I made her bleed. She manipulated me so are you. You said you would reward me for good activity.. I can't take that.. That's a lie. Yurii defended herself against me and ended up bleeding."
Rivals. These people are considered threats to Inukai's being. Being hostile in Inukai's mind, defensive against Inukai's actions. There can always be a chance where Inukai could engage into bloody combat either with or without sharp and blunt weaponry. A dangerous section in her list of enemies she considers as blood bags or a must to hunt for.
She wants these people to suffer, she considers these people as chances for her to create a bloody trail along the path to her own success and failures to release anger and pain. The joy of engaging deadly combat and the facts of disturbing activity she could reveal around anyone once she turns insane on spot.
These Rivals are a must to hunt for Inukai, she cannot keep them out her mind. From value these people reach
High Value.
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Inari Lenue [Hostile]
"This has only become the starting, your action against my will. I must seperate you and Neon Hayasaka. She is mine, she will suffer just like you. I will draw her blood so you can show your emotions to fall apart."
Neon Hayasaka [Hostile]
"You don't see the reality. Inari is not the person you need. This will need to be punished. Soon the time will come I will take you into my own arms. That time you will see the truth behind Inari. She is not the person you want. I saw you wanted to lie for me. I know you are light minded as a fuck.. But You obviously want me and not her. You hide yourself to stay unharmed, this will end."
Erin Katayama [Hostile]
"Defendant. I thought you were light minded the way you firstly found me, daring to have a little speech with me, questioning me something silly. And yet once Neon arrived, things changed. You took her to your place and left me by a fountain. You are like Inari."
Euphilia Mortic [Hostile][Masahiko Clan]
"Justice or not. Your name is not Blue, Tobiah Trainer told me that but he couldn't tell me your real name. I tried but since you're going to be wanting to see me after what I have done to his bloody being. I'll find out who you really are. A liar, someone who pretends to be a protector."
William K. Kawasumi [Hostile]
"I have punished Yurii Akiyama, she has been cut and hurt. I made her bleed. She manipulated me so are you. You said you would reward me for good activity.. I can't take that.. That's a lie. Yurii defended herself against me and ended up bleeding."
Nathen Tachitsu-Kijima [???]
"You just touch me.. You touch me.. You say I am entertaining.. I came to you with blood on my hands.. You don't mind. Y-you.. You're teasing me.."
Yoenhee Maru [???]
"Light minded."
Henry Woodson [???]
"???"
Andrew Woodson [???]
"???."
Bowen Fowler-Lacrosse [???]
"???."
Sofia K. Minori [???]
"You're a kind person with interests, you asked to be friends."
Harry Shima [???]
"Nervous"
Zachary Harlow [???]
"Open."
??? [???]
"???"
"You just touch me.. You touch me.. You say I am entertaining.. I came to you with blood on my hands.. You don't mind. Y-you.. You're teasing me.."
Yoenhee Maru [???]
"Light minded."
Henry Woodson [???]
"???"
Andrew Woodson [???]
"???."
Bowen Fowler-Lacrosse [???]
"???."
Sofia K. Minori [???]
"You're a kind person with interests, you asked to be friends."
Harry Shima [???]
"Nervous"
Zachary Harlow [???]
"Open."
??? [???]
"???"
Backstory
(Music track for you to enjoy while reading.)
Something could have been avoided
They said Kuronome had become a nuisance to the family because they were all together. They said she wasn't wanted. They said this baby didn't deserve to be brought into the world. And it was also the parents' mistake. But why did it have to come to this, that a girl like that named Kuronome Inukai, with bad connotations in her name and a beautiful body, especially her blue eyes and upcoming black hair? It would have been a shame to give Kuronome away for adoption or something like that. The hospital advised against giving her to anyone else. She had to stay with her parents, which unfortunately would only drive her life to ruin. She was treated harshly. She was expected to strictly adhere to the rules. She wasn't allowed to go out with friends, meet up with people, or even interact except in class when necessary. Otherwise she would be punished according to Inukai family law. Her mother, tough and strict. The fear of doing something wrong made Kuronome afraid and anxious. And the fact that her father was on her mother's side just made everything hell for Kuronome. Why can't she just have a normal family without these unnecessary rules? Rules about how she should behave at dinner. Kneeling for hours and praying at the Shinto shrine. Culture was important to the Inukai. Devoting herself to Shintonism and not resisting it. Every week in the evening there was prayer. Kuronome as a young girl in a kimono in front of a large shrine in the middle of the living room wall. Candles lit. Bells, symbol of a god she was supposed to believe in. That he once lived but was still alive and would not let his form be revealed.
"Mama, I love you."
Every evening. It was every evening that she knelt between her parents on the hard floor and prayed between them in her thoughts. If she didn't do what she was supposed to do. She was to be locked in the attic in the dark, and her punishment would be to remain there in the dark on wet wood and mold. Unhealthy for her body. She didn't go to kindergarten. She had no toys. She wasn't taught anything that could be fun. Instruments that sounded beautiful were the only thing that made her feel good. But this was rarely the case; she was even allowed to hear whether the neighbors' house started playing and singing old traditional Japanese songs. She was, so to speak, controlled by her parents. Her bed wasn't even soft; it was hard bamboo and layers of paper. She had no blanket, but a soft pillow. She was supposed to start studying while she was still in kindergarten and educate herself through her parents. She was supposed to write. She was supposed to paint according to tradition, not the way a small child might paint. She was supposed to help the family around the house. And when she was allowed to leave the house, it was only with her parents or just her mother. She went to the Japanese market to buy products, but she wasn't allowed to make any decisions herself. She always held her mother's hand like a good girl with a disturbed memory, convinced that her family was, and still is, a nightmare.
"Mama, I can't take this anymore. I hate you."
Elementary school was approaching. Kuronome received her black school uniform. Her parents had decided that Kuronome would wear a black uniform because, according to rumors, she was a nuisance herself and should stand out from other students because of her clothing, as her school uniform was normally white. She was already disturbed by how restricted her freedom was. She walked to school in step. She was afraid that she would miss exact times: when recess began, when it ended, and when she would have to go home alone. She was so tense that if she did something wrong in her eyes, she would hate herself for it. She wanted everything to be good and precise, just as her mother had done and shown her. And when Kuronome got too worked up, she would break out of her urge to follow the rules and start destroying or throwing things that didn't belong to her, causing chaos. In the worst case, she would hurt other students. She was disliked; she was put down. Her class had already stopped caring about her; she was repulsive. The slightest mistake towards Kuronome was approaching her, talking to her privately, or interacting with her. She doesn't take that kind of offense; she even wants her to continue obeying her parents' family rules. A big sign that she was very, very limited, even in her memory. She couldn't laugh; she could only show raw emotion, cry, or get angry. But she was afraid. This fear was her worst weakness. She still wanted to be seen as a good student. But she found it difficult to fit in with her classmates. In the end, it was decided that she would continue to be taught at home. It was simply too stressful for her, and because she was a quarrelsome person, she was sent back to watching her parents. Things weren't exactly better.
"Stop IT. STOP IT. STOP IT. STOP IT. STOP IT!???. . ."
Being taught from home... How can that even work, and how does that even give Kuronome the chance to move up a class? Well, Kuronome was taught strictly by her mother... A private school with only one student, meaning she was alone with her mother, and that made Kuronome's mentality worse. She had to fill out all the assignments, calculate them, and write them down as her mother pleased. If she made a mistake, her mother would take a ruler and hit young Kuronome on the hands with it. And she would do this for every mistake. She didn't sit relaxed; she was supposed to keep her legs next to and against each other in class, which would become tiring after a while. The same went for her hands, clasped together on the table, back straight. Sitting in the middle of her seat, her eyes focused on the blackboard and the eyes of her own strict mother, she was horrified. Kuronome couldn't always hide her tears; her emotions erupted as soon as she knew she would be punished, again according to ancient Japanese tradition.
"Mama.. You're doing too much. I can't han. . Handl- . . Handle this.. Slow down.. Let me have a break..- A-"
The transfer to a proper school took place. The next few years of 10th grade. The fact that Kuronome was homeschooled by her mother for the past few years under the same circumstances of her much younger life was almost a pure waste of time and a misery. But that changed when her mother suddenly packed Kuronome's things. She didn't have much besides clothes anyway, since she wasn't allowed to own anything except books to read and write. A single suitcase was all Kuronome owned now. She was kicked out of home at the age of 16. She was enrolled in a foster home where she went to school with other orphans. Nothing improved, however. She was still driven to follow the Inukai family's rules. School, like elementary school, was chaos in Kuronome's memory, and then there was the fact that she didn't want to show her first name because of the significance alone. In retrospect, she came to college at Karakura KHS after a trip......
"I hate everyone, I want everyone to suffer."
(Music track for you to enjoy while reading.)
Something could have been avoided
They said Kuronome had become a nuisance to the family because they were all together. They said she wasn't wanted. They said this baby didn't deserve to be brought into the world. And it was also the parents' mistake. But why did it have to come to this, that a girl like that named Kuronome Inukai, with bad connotations in her name and a beautiful body, especially her blue eyes and upcoming black hair? It would have been a shame to give Kuronome away for adoption or something like that. The hospital advised against giving her to anyone else. She had to stay with her parents, which unfortunately would only drive her life to ruin. She was treated harshly. She was expected to strictly adhere to the rules. She wasn't allowed to go out with friends, meet up with people, or even interact except in class when necessary. Otherwise she would be punished according to Inukai family law. Her mother, tough and strict. The fear of doing something wrong made Kuronome afraid and anxious. And the fact that her father was on her mother's side just made everything hell for Kuronome. Why can't she just have a normal family without these unnecessary rules? Rules about how she should behave at dinner. Kneeling for hours and praying at the Shinto shrine. Culture was important to the Inukai. Devoting herself to Shintonism and not resisting it. Every week in the evening there was prayer. Kuronome as a young girl in a kimono in front of a large shrine in the middle of the living room wall. Candles lit. Bells, symbol of a god she was supposed to believe in. That he once lived but was still alive and would not let his form be revealed.
"Mama, I love you."
Every evening. It was every evening that she knelt between her parents on the hard floor and prayed between them in her thoughts. If she didn't do what she was supposed to do. She was to be locked in the attic in the dark, and her punishment would be to remain there in the dark on wet wood and mold. Unhealthy for her body. She didn't go to kindergarten. She had no toys. She wasn't taught anything that could be fun. Instruments that sounded beautiful were the only thing that made her feel good. But this was rarely the case; she was even allowed to hear whether the neighbors' house started playing and singing old traditional Japanese songs. She was, so to speak, controlled by her parents. Her bed wasn't even soft; it was hard bamboo and layers of paper. She had no blanket, but a soft pillow. She was supposed to start studying while she was still in kindergarten and educate herself through her parents. She was supposed to write. She was supposed to paint according to tradition, not the way a small child might paint. She was supposed to help the family around the house. And when she was allowed to leave the house, it was only with her parents or just her mother. She went to the Japanese market to buy products, but she wasn't allowed to make any decisions herself. She always held her mother's hand like a good girl with a disturbed memory, convinced that her family was, and still is, a nightmare.
"Mama, I can't take this anymore. I hate you."
Elementary school was approaching. Kuronome received her black school uniform. Her parents had decided that Kuronome would wear a black uniform because, according to rumors, she was a nuisance herself and should stand out from other students because of her clothing, as her school uniform was normally white. She was already disturbed by how restricted her freedom was. She walked to school in step. She was afraid that she would miss exact times: when recess began, when it ended, and when she would have to go home alone. She was so tense that if she did something wrong in her eyes, she would hate herself for it. She wanted everything to be good and precise, just as her mother had done and shown her. And when Kuronome got too worked up, she would break out of her urge to follow the rules and start destroying or throwing things that didn't belong to her, causing chaos. In the worst case, she would hurt other students. She was disliked; she was put down. Her class had already stopped caring about her; she was repulsive. The slightest mistake towards Kuronome was approaching her, talking to her privately, or interacting with her. She doesn't take that kind of offense; she even wants her to continue obeying her parents' family rules. A big sign that she was very, very limited, even in her memory. She couldn't laugh; she could only show raw emotion, cry, or get angry. But she was afraid. This fear was her worst weakness. She still wanted to be seen as a good student. But she found it difficult to fit in with her classmates. In the end, it was decided that she would continue to be taught at home. It was simply too stressful for her, and because she was a quarrelsome person, she was sent back to watching her parents. Things weren't exactly better.
"Stop IT. STOP IT. STOP IT. STOP IT. STOP IT!???. . ."
Being taught from home... How can that even work, and how does that even give Kuronome the chance to move up a class? Well, Kuronome was taught strictly by her mother... A private school with only one student, meaning she was alone with her mother, and that made Kuronome's mentality worse. She had to fill out all the assignments, calculate them, and write them down as her mother pleased. If she made a mistake, her mother would take a ruler and hit young Kuronome on the hands with it. And she would do this for every mistake. She didn't sit relaxed; she was supposed to keep her legs next to and against each other in class, which would become tiring after a while. The same went for her hands, clasped together on the table, back straight. Sitting in the middle of her seat, her eyes focused on the blackboard and the eyes of her own strict mother, she was horrified. Kuronome couldn't always hide her tears; her emotions erupted as soon as she knew she would be punished, again according to ancient Japanese tradition.
"Mama.. You're doing too much. I can't han. . Handl- . . Handle this.. Slow down.. Let me have a break..- A-"
The transfer to a proper school took place. The next few years of 10th grade. The fact that Kuronome was homeschooled by her mother for the past few years under the same circumstances of her much younger life was almost a pure waste of time and a misery. But that changed when her mother suddenly packed Kuronome's things. She didn't have much besides clothes anyway, since she wasn't allowed to own anything except books to read and write. A single suitcase was all Kuronome owned now. She was kicked out of home at the age of 16. She was enrolled in a foster home where she went to school with other orphans. Nothing improved, however. She was still driven to follow the Inukai family's rules. School, like elementary school, was chaos in Kuronome's memory, and then there was the fact that she didn't want to show her first name because of the significance alone. In retrospect, she came to college at Karakura KHS after a trip......
"I hate everyone, I want everyone to suffer."
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